I would like it if I would not be mistaken as a minor.
At least not all the time. It would be nice.
Goodnight guys. Working that 9-5 tomorrow.
Really so annoying that my glasses cause me to be a huge focus where ever we go.
Contacts just come in already -___-“
31 more to loose.
I’m just really tired. Tired of hearing the same things. Like how you’re going to try harder to find a job, you’re going to be independent, you’re going to treat everyone great, you don’t want to do some paper because you don’t feel like it, That you’re going to beach, or you want to go on some random hangout.
I fucken wish I had time to do those things. I wish I had fucken time to sit down at my desk listening to my sisters yell and cuss at each other while I TRY and do my homework. I want to be able to see my siblings more than an hour, or at least when they’re awake and not sleeping. I hate missing out important things like a birthday, or an awards, or a dance. I gave up so much of myself, my time, and just everything I can possibly have to give them what I never had.
I just fucken miss everyone so fucken bad.
Especially my amazing wonderful sisters.
I miss them so damn much.
No one can fucken understand.
I always think about giving myself some time, but I end up getting these crazy thoughts that make me go crazy.
Good night guys, I hope everyone had a great weekend. :]
Left to right:
Strawberries and creme Frap ~ Mayann
Caramel frap with Toffeenut ~Theresa
Mocha frap with one added shot ~ ME!
Double Chocolate Chip with Subsitute White Mocha fap ~Crisceldan
<3 my Sistars and our starbucks runs.
wake up work errands chores kids read watch read write watch reminince -workdays
wake up run errands chores kids read watch read write watch reminince -offdays
goal: to run everyday. finally grieve. accept. love.
goodnight.
@2 days agoBboy Club performance for Super Pep.
*Really bad quality
Just makes me fucken depressed, and makes me hate myself more.
I’m just avoiding the truth with work and school.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Why did I quit being stupid?! Oh yeah.
I was in . . love.
HAH. Night. Having a euphoric episode again. Have a great night guys!
I actual like my uniform for my other job. It’s cute.
Red polo(preferred)/ or shirt, black jean, black shoes.
School to borrow book and study, meeting with fasts person, then work 130 till 430. Eeep .___.
